I’m so, so close to finishing Second Place, the story I’ve been blogging about (for how long now?) So, I really, really want to get it going. So, why am I blogging instead? I can’t seem to push myself to it. I’m… uninspired?!!?
It is worse than writer’s block. It isn’t that I can’t think of what to write. I KNOW exactly what I need to write. Geddy has been screaming in my head all week on what I need to write. (Yes, I’m nuts.) I just can’t make myself sit down and get to it. My brain wants to go in every OTHER direction. Like, watching Ultimate Bear on Animal Planet, playing with Little Dog (newest addition to the family, more on him later), laying on my bed ogling all the books on my shelf (95% I have already read), and browsing the Kindle Store on Amazon (downloaded 3 free samples).
See? I feel like I have ADD. I need to remove the distractions and get down to business. My daughter will be here in about half an hour. I’ve had all day, and now I’m out of time. So, another day wasted.
Maybe I’m justing putting too much pressure on myself, and I’m finally cracking?! I was hoping that getting all of this out will help me focus. No? Maybe? I don’t know, but I guess it made a decent blog! I hope my angst is entertaining to some. If anyone out there has any suggestions on how to help… post it please! Really – please!